After years of dealing with an eating disorder, bullying, self harm, etc. I'm finally where I deserve to be.
I personally never though I would make it this far.
Ever since I left the blog, I started recovering. I left instagram, my blog, facebook, my cell phone...
It's been such a long journey, and even though I'm 392 clean from cutting today, I am still recovering.
I doubt I will live to see myself pretty or confident everyday. I don't always love myself.
I struggle to love myself some days more than others. But I try to.
That's all that matters.